December 2010
Secret #850. i refuse to fall for you again, because the fear of hurting myself for a 2nd time.your confused signs, your sweetalk, the compliments… i just want to believe its all a lie.  But my heart soaks it in differently. it turns the smallest things you do, into something big. my mind & heart usually have battles about situations like this. looks like my heart is winning, & my...
Dec 31st
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Secret #672. i just want you to show up on my doorstep and give me one of your hugs. thats all i could wish for right now. not even a kiss, i just want to be in your arms again.
Dec 31st
Secret #657. We’ve done this once before. You were cute, I fell for you and I ended up getting hurt. Now we are talking again and you are just so cute and nice, but I am pushing you away. Not because I don’t like you, trust me I DO, but because I’m afraid of getting hurt again.
Dec 31st
Secret #967 I really like you. I can honestly say that I’m in love with you. You don’t like me in that way. And I know it for sure. I’ve liked you for over a year now. No, correction, I’ve been in love with you for over a year now. I even watched you like one of my best friends. And she would talk to me all about you. I would pretend like I was happy for her. Actually, I was happy for her. For...
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
Secret #451. I get the feeling you don’t care. at all. It kills me.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
you will never read this, so let me get this off my chest. if anyone made me more of a stronger person in life, it was you. if anyone has taught me to learn from my mistakes, it was you. if anyone has taught me that everyone has faults and makes mistakes, it was you. but, if anyone has taught me to love, it was you.
Dec 30th
Dec 29th
Secret #317. Truth is inside I’m dying to tell you that I love you.
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Secret #177. i’m so much more in love with you than you are with me, i always have been
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Secret #116. You’ll never know how bad it’s hurting me. I can control myself around you. But you’ll never know the truth. I have to stay strong.
Dec 29th
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Dear High School Boys, Your penis is not like Pinocchio’s nose - it doesn’t get longer every time you lie about its size.
Dec 29th
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You know what scares me to death?
every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart.
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Secret #171. You broke my heart but my face still lights up when you talk to me. 
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Secret #207. And I’m ashamed I might be using those “new” boys that seem to fix my broken heart by my ex-boyfriend, at least they will for a moment. This is weak. I can’t even save me by myself.
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Secret #111. it feels impossible that i’ll ever get to actually have you again, but im not going to give up.
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Secret #294.  I wish you would miss me, just for a bit, and tell me, so I know you did love me
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Secret #110. Every day I deny the fact that I’m in love
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Secret #89. i know that you’re getting further and further away. i know i’m losing you and there is nothing i can do to stop it. I feel like i’m doing something wrong. Please don’t forget me, 
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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Secret #13. I log on to facebook everyday secretly hoping you’ve sent me a message telling me how much you miss me.
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Secret #571. I‘m only a freshman in High School and I know I’m young, but now I know what I want and how I feel.
Dec 28th
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Secret #344. i wish i could tell you exactly how much you mean to me. how that when i picture myself in a relationship, the only person i can picture it with is you. i care about you so much, but i’m being stupid. i feel so stupid for feeling this way. because you like her. and she’s beautiful and funny and skinny and confident. everything i’m not. i feel like just giving up, i dont stand a...
Dec 28th